Well I still feel like total shit…and even worse now that I talked to my sister-in-law. Guess she heard at work that I am getting stuck outside for lawn and garden security. Oh Yippity Do Dah f-in Day!!!!! I am soooooooo not impressed by this information. And if they think I am gonna be out there all night putting there grills and stuff together they are NUTS!!!!! That job is almost the worst job they can give someone…it’s where I started with the fricking company and it was a “sh*t job” then. So WHY, when tomorrow is the three year anniversary of my first day there, am I getting stuck with this AGAIN????? More than half the stores don’t even have anyone for this anymore…heck we are one of the ONLY stores in our district that still does. I had to do it a lot last year…and I thought it sucked then…and I was totally pissed off…but I did it b/c Joe and Mike asked me to. And now I will do it for Glenn and Ryan but NOT because I like it. I do it because it’s my job…I do what I am told…but I am not going to go along with it quietly this time!!!!! I am going to make sure everyone, including the store manager, knows I am doing it only because I HAVE TO.
And sure as hell I am going to start looking for another job…I don’t give a shit what I lose in benefits and crap…I really don’t. It almost killed me being out there in the cold, getting soaked watering plants and stuff last year. I can not handle that crap anymore. I did it to get into the company…that was IT…the ONLY reason! It was supposed to be a “foot in the door” job…not a repeat adventure every frickin’ year. It’s not like I don’t do a damned good job inside…and not like they don’t need me in there. Hell I have been doing the chemicals department by MYSELF for months…and doing a damned good job if I do say so myself. This feels like a punishment job almost…So what am I being punished for????? Getting sick this week and not being able to work? Not like it was by my choice…the doctor refused to let me work b/c he said this damned flu is too contagious. Did they want me spreading it to everyone who shopped for laundry and dish soap this weekend or what?
I am sooooo mad…I can’t even describe it right now! And I still feel like total crap…so I am getting off here and going to watch “The Little Mermaid” with my son. I have to call and talk to my managers tonight to see if I can make up one of these nights I’ve missed…so maybe I will ask him about it when I call. I just don’t think this is fair at all….NOT AT ALL!
Beth
